We live in times of relative luxury, and much as we may complain about momentary financial or health problems, we all know we have blessed lives compared to our ancient ancestors. Today, thanks to modern science and education, we have so many more choices, and yet so many of us can end up living unhappy or unfulfilling lives -- Therefore we have to ask why?
There are literally thousands of workshops, seminars, and on-line intensives on healing our lives. It is a huge industry but you do need to ask yourself why there are so many varied techniques and workshops. The reason most, if not all of these systems do not manifest long-term change in our lives is because we are still controlled, usually unconsciously, by karmic
past-life patterns and embedded wounds. These patterns are not easily released.
Late last year I prayed in meditation for answers to these nagging inner questions, and within a matter of hours, the spiritual energy of Mary Magdalene, an aspect of my Higher Self, flowed through me and sent me off to the keyboard to write at a furious pace. Within a day or so the first of two books came through me, StarSeed, the Magdalene Papers, and then a week or two later, the second book, StarSeed, The Holy Grail flowed effortlessly through my fingers. Most importantly, you will not be at all surprised to learn that the answer to healing all karmic patterns and unconscious spiritual wounds lies within the pages of these two very short but profound books!! (I can safely say this, because I was merely the channel for these books, not truly the author, in the deeper sense!!!)
We have a lot to be thankful for in modern psychology. Thanks to the work of CG Jung, terminology such as the anima and animus and the mother and father complexes are part of modern vernacular. Yet I could never relate to these explanations. I could see the value in the study, but only from an intellectual point of view. My heart felt left out of the equation. However, when Mary explained the complexes via the story of the Quest for the Holy Grail (originally written by the Templars) it made total sense. The Holy Grail, or the cup of Jesus is a metaphor for the healed state that occurs once we have drank from the sacred cup. I was able to immediately see how I had been under the control of a complex for most of my life (and probably previous lives too!).
Many people tend to focus on the father complex, sometimes called the Oedipus complex, named after the Greek myth, but I was shown that it is the Mother Complex that has the greatest impact on our lives. The Mother imprint or complex is how we set our interpersonal boundaries, healthy or wounded, as the case may be. In the Holy Grail story, Parsival’s mother impressed upon him not to ask too many questions, and thereby appear like an untutored fool. This advice/complex made Parsival miss a golden opportunity to complete his life mission. Once he realizes this and then heals it, he returns to complete his mission
As I wrote all of this down, I realized my Mother Complex had clothed me in a similar fashion. My mother complex revolved around worthiness. My Earth mother made it clear that I was low on the pecking order in life and that good things were highly unlikely to happen to me. Therefore I should accept without question, whatever came my way and be grateful for small mercies --. in other words, don’t expect too much! This complex is worn within the mind, and used like a filter to evaluate all events and choices. It programs the base chakra, and is therefore connected to survival and basic instincts. My life experience was that if I believed I was not lucky enough to have a certain experience, I would sabotage it in some fashion, including unconsciously. If I did push through the complex and embrace it, I would invariably find it blowing up in my face.--. again something I unconsciously engineered based on the Mother Complex inner conditioning.
In the Holy Grail story, Parsival is given a “hair-shirt” by his mother to wear to help remind him of his humble beginnings. The hair-shirt is also known as a cilice was originally an undergarment made of coarse cloth or animal hair and worn close to the skin as a constant irritant. It is used by members of various Christian traditions as a self-imposed means of repentance and mortification of the flesh. This detail was woven into the story to illustrate how debilitating the Mother Complex is, and once you see your own complex you will agree.
We live in a left-brain, logical world, yet cold, hard facts cannot heal the wounded heart. The soft beauty of the Holy Grail Legend, and the gifts of the StarSeed Beings are, I believe, the healing balm for the heart and soul. This is the panacea that heals all complexes and all false impressions and thus sets us free. My wounded Mother Complex made me resist the wisdom of Mary Magdalene for many years, but now I can honestly say these two books are the best, most profound teachings I have ever had the privilege to flow through me to share. I personally will continue to study the information here, because I need to learn it too!
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